never i imagined that i wud ever live widot her.it was alwaz more than a celebration when she was by my side.though thr has been loads of ups n downs in my life but nothng affected me dis deeply n brutally.i cudnt even breathe for time n conclude n evrythng vanished in a blink.i cud never get a chance even to think of living alone coz d day i stepped in d new world she was wd me n wateva dreams n promises we had,mind u \”we\” had.she was in each n every single nano seconds of my life..wat made her hate me is somethng i dont have guts to thnk upon rather i console or may be its really tru dat she is much happy wd her new life.i knw one thing dat now lyf cud be no better in her absence as it alwaz used to be n made others envy.i had no reasons in my life to celebrate n even live but it was her aura whch holded me back n slowly tooook me into her n wat else one wud have ever asked from life.i was alwaz floating on cloud nine widot once luking beneath..i miss her very much n i jnw no one can replace her aura in my life..it makes d life hell lot of bullshit when i feel that she is not here but wat can be done??? its been 2 yrs i have beeen widot her but i have paid for each single second i have lived widot her..those days, days pouring fireballs when i used to roam on d roads of NCR n those were days when i was on my own n everyday was like a new story n new chapter.first tym in my life i was standing alone in d barren land wd no sign of life n death till phoneix. n numbers of days n nights i spent in parks,temples,foootpaths n all those places i never ever imagined i wud ever come across bt that phase of my life taught me all d hardships n i can say dat i m now prepared for d worst d most worst thngs i wud ever come acrosss…hmmm aage badhate hain veer ki kahaani ko..life is alll about comprmises i have felt..uncountable compromised scenario have been alwaz on d headlamp n mind u, one wont b able to cover d lamp as it dips down wd d tym n ur breaths hanging in d dark
Tanha Safar..
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