बस जाऊँ एक याद बन कर..

जी करता है कि अपनी सांसों को अलविदा कह कर हम बस जाएं आपके रग-रग में, सांस बनकर और शामिल हो जाऊँ धड़कन बन कर, शामिल हो जाऊँ आपके जेहन में दुआ बन कर,  एक हसीन याद बनकर।
शामिल हो जाऊँ उन गुजारे लम्हों की चाह बनकर.. टूटती सांसो की डोर बन कर..

वजह..

एक अकेला इस शहर में आशियाना ढूँढता है..
मरने की तो है तमाम वजहें, जीने का बहाना ढूँढता है।।
एक अकेला इस शहर में इक जाना पहचाना ‘शख्स’ ढूँढता है, बस जीने का बहाना ढूँढता है..

Woh Bheege Pal..

At one point I was so weak; I missed you so much and I missed what we had..
I miss it so much that one simple song made me break down and cry,
but now I can honestly say Im over you... Sure, I still think about you a whole lot, but Im not crying anymore.
Im so much stronger now; even though it bugs me when i come across our days in dreams wid open eyes, Im finally over you..
Have a great life!!!

FROM,
A stranger for u…

सबकुछ खो दिया।।

आज यूँही अनजाने में उस रास्ते गया जहाँ ना जाने कितने झूठे वादे और झूठी कसमे खाकर मेरे वजूद को चंद लम्हों का मेहमां बना दिया..तुमने तो मुझे पा लिया पर हमने न जाने कितना कुछ खो दिया..

खोई हमने वो आँखों में प्यार की परछाई जिसमे मुहब्बत देखी थी हमने कभी, वो बहके से पल और हर कदम पे तुम्हारे साथ होने का नशा..

खोई हमने तुम्हारे उलझे जुल्फों को अपने उंगलियों से सुलझाने की कशमकश..खोई हमने:
मेरे छूने पे वो तुम्हारी आँखों में शर्म की लहरें ..
वो जमीन पे चाँद का डूबते सूरज की लालिमा से सुर्ख हो जाना ,खोई है मैने वो बारिश से भीगा बदन और साँस की तपन., खो गया वो तुम्हारा गीले कपड़ों के आड़ में लुका-छीपी खेलना मानों चांदनी रातों में चाँद की बादलों संग आवारगी.. वो तुम्हारी हँसी की गूँज और वादों से सींचा हमारा साथ भी खो दिया हमने.. और खो दिया मैनें वो हर कदम पे तेरा साथ और मेरे लड़खड़ाते कदमों को तुम्हारे बाँहों का सहारा.. तुम्हारे पैरों में वो पेजाब की अठखेलियाँ जो हर बीतते पहर झूमती गूँजती तुम्हारे करीब होने का ऐलान करती थी..ये सारे पल खो गए और दे गई वो आखिरी मुलाकात जब हमारे सारे वादे और हमारे सारे अरमानों का जनाजा तुम्हारी डोली के संग चल पड़ा.. बेशक रास्ते एक थे पर मंजिल अनजान।।

Separated by Feelings..

I am very emotional and I cant even imagine with closed eyes that what would happen after half a decade when I wake up to find a unknown presence and vibes?? That time I could do nothing apart from punishing myself that why did I let her go??? Just because of I couldnot hold her near me doesnot mean that happiness is out of stock in my quota!!! Living with this regret is much like living without a heart. Living around unknown faces is way very ,uch haunting and paining than lying in the grave. I wish it would have been only a physical attraction and not something like attachment of strings of our heart and soul. I would have somehow came over that issue but I have never till date restrain myself from compromising with everything I have been through.
Her presence around me have changed everything in my life drastically. My every thought is influenced by her penetration into my life. Whatever I do or sit ideal somehow she is responsible for this too. I do feel very low when she is not around and nothing seems to cheer me up apart from her presence. My all ways leads to her. She is the destination I was destined to when almighty allotted our share of destiny. In Such a strong way her existence has influenced my days and nights that hardly words can afford to explain whats my life is all about?? As I said that all ways leads to her; all the reasons for being good is also the same path leading to her.I am very emotional and I cant even imagine with closed eyes that what would happen after half a decade when I wake up to find a unknown presence and vibes?? That time I could do nothing apart from punishing myself that why did I let her go??? Just because of I couldnot hold her near me doesnot mean that happiness is out of stock in my quota!!! Living with this regret is much like living without a heart. Living around unknown faces is way very ,uch haunting and paining than lying in the grave. I wish it would have been only a physical attraction and not something like attachment of strings of our heart and soul. I would have somehow came over that issue but I have never till date restrain myself from compromising with everything I have been through.I have not promised myself for standing as a one lady man but may be I don’t want to give up on her presence in my life. I wanted to give my best shot without hoping for a home run.
I wished someday someone crazy about me would have written and expressed what I am doing???  I have never felt how about when someone is very much aggressive for your love and to add possessive as well. she is no way here around and I don’t think she will be here someday reading this note but did anyone ever tried to give their feelings words for me??? this is the thing and truth which kills me everyday slowly slowly. I know there are loads of people around who die everyday without being noticed by even a single soul but when you got everything you deserved then not getting noticed is like a looser..

A Love story without Love..

I wonder u have all the time to read my useless dialogues? You cudnt get me right, my desperation is no way less than those days, i still think of u whole night and yesterday night my fingers were crossed while u analyzed what all changes this guy has been through…

I dont unstand y me??? My heart knows what all i have been thru, i couldnt overcome the period from 29th july 2007- August 2010, i want u to compare my mails which i sent u before our parting ways and what i have sent u after that so that u can rectify ur mistakes that has Abhi really changed?? I have alwaz learnt to change for good and d day u entered my life i had to get over few unethical stuffs for good and the nly good in my case was (mind u; “was”) dat kiddo and i still tag ur presence in my life as d only good thing for which i  could go to any extent when it comes to compromise.. You dont have trust in me but my life is the same in the sense that back then also i was my own world and dint bothered and stilll the scene is same..You asking me about the rapid changes u mentioned above but nothing has changed except ur love for me…Still i argue like kids asking u to come to balcony (aur main kehta tha ki hum rukenge nahi chalte jayenge and u would say kutta tum aao hi mat) 
You said why i want to see u inspite of m getting screwed and the fact that nothing good is in the stock for me and us but agar main shaadi nahi kar raha hota to bhi yahi same version rehta tumhara??? If u remember then once i told u that till my lungs could breath and hearts cud beat i wont loose hope as they say that true love revolves around u only waiting for the niche moment and zoooommmm it will penetrate into ur heart…..

Kaash shaadi karne se insaan bhool pata ki pyaaar kuch nahi bus ek kahaani thi par knw what; till last words my quivering lips would speak i wont let there be dark and hopeless..
“Hum nahi waqt badla hai..aaj tum kolkata mein ho ye wahan se bata rahe ho aur ek din tha jab hamare saath ke baigair naa kolkata naaa bangalore naaa lunch karne jaate the…tumhare har kadam pe har mod pe tumhare naaa chahte hue bhi tumhe thaamne ke liye baichain rehta tha..i know it doesnt make any sense to u par kuch cheezein badal kar bhi aur door ho kar bhi kahin naa kahin umeed…shit!!!!  sorry…let it be incomplete na else it has Brought me on the brink of “GAME-OVER”

Is the prime of Kul-cha over with MSD retired..??

Kuldeep and chahal have basically been reduced to trash since dhoni left.

Recent massacre of the spin duo tells you how important his role was from behind the stumps even when he was well past his
prime…

No doubt MSD was like ‘TEESRA’ for the spin duo. But the period from making Debut and staging a comeback is the most fertile phase for spinners.. Every spinner in early days give such amazing performances that soon they are tagged as LEGEND and LETHAL..

Take any spinners stats for first phase of his making debut and you will find their average is below 25 and economy around 4-5 rpo .. Initially they debut with some lethal weapon (doosra, knuckle ball) which is still not common around the current batch of players, and they start creating havoc with the brand new spin acts.. Gradually other teams start studying their videos before going on a tour and slowly the batting coaches n experts after analyzing the bowling action and finger movements, finally nail the perfect shield to tackle the spin act and now other teams do the same to counter bowler.

His numbers now crumble and team management is now reluctant to include them in playing eleven.

They were only good,till they had the secret spin act only with them and now technologies tear the secret weapon apart.

Without any doubt MSD had that amazing sense of game situation but now nothing seems to be going in favour of Srinivas duo. Also thanks to T20 GLOBAL phenomenon.

Yeah with MSD’S absence they would be like Orphans. His acumen made sure that youngsters feel secured n guarded n not carried away.. Every debutante after MSD debut has his own set of ‘DHONI TALES’ n the inspirational/ motivational quotes wud be somewhat a bonus for the learners. MSD was like a guardian to those youngsters and made them feel like, ‘Main hoon naaa.. typo vibes..

BEING A BELIEVER..

Few days ago I came across a very weird sort of post which filled my mind with disastrous thoughts, Here is the post by a Group/page with nearly a lack followers on Facebook :

Shirdi Sai Baba ke baare me aapke kya vichar hain Mitro?

I thought I read something wrong but the question was really there and it was from the Admin.
I mean seriously Don’t do this shit now, Hindu-Muslim
tensions are no less that now you are influencing people on these issues which will ultimately Divide Hindus in support and. against Sai Baba.. This recipe will be very disastrous remember.

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