khush ho naa shayad aap…aha!!! i knw u will say u r nt dat good bt lemme tell u dat dis is life n ds is wat evry human has to go thru n by now i dont think anythng affect u as u have been on ur own since 2008 n so many ups n downs down d memory lane.i m nt sure u got tym to read my stupid mails or not but ds mail is only a way to tell u dat hold it, keep ur calm n cool in dis crucial phase of ur life as a tiny deviation frm ur verge cud lead to disasters whch in no way u deserve.well as usual i passby ur house everyday and wd my raised eyelids look for a surprise u.those stupid pehla pehla pyaar ka josh ajeeb tha na..puri duniya se bach kar bus hum aur tum baatein karte the aur jab dekhte the aas paas kisi ne nahi dekha to bacchon ki tarah khush hote the.i must say that ur company revived those childhood days in many ways.when u used to ask me to bring stickers of barbie n powerpuff gurls then i used to go thru the whole stock in his shop n then khush ho kar le leta and usi waqt phone kar ke tumhe poora kissa aur description sunata tha.aur hamesha jab tum ghabra jaate the ya udaaas rehte the to kehte the ki hansaao na mujhe aur main joker ki tarah ut patang baatein karta tha aur aakhir mein tumhara mood sahi kar ke hi dum leta tha..wo joker tumhare jaane ke baad kahin kho gaya aur ab mumkin nahi hai ki bina tumhare ehsaas wo hasaaane k liye kya khud hasne ki bhi nahi soch payega.main tumse kabhi nafrat nahi kar paya,agar tum kabhi galat bhi the to tassali de deta tha khud ko..aaj bhi aankhen band kar ke us jagah aur us pal ko sochta hun jab aakhiri dafa tumne apna sar mere seene pe rakha tha aur sukoon milta tha aapko ki bahut mehfooz ho aap…tumare paas shayad bahut kuch ho aaj mein par jaante ho mere paas bus kuch pal aur zara si yaadein hain tumhari.kal ki subah ka intezzar isliye karta hun kyunki ek din aur jee k dekh lun uske bina,kya pata tumhara naa hona ek sapna ho!!!! aur ab neend se jaagne ki baari ho meri..kabhi kabhi shaam aise dhalti hai jaise us suraj ki aag mere dil se guzar kar jaa raha ho mujhe jalate hue akele isss veeran mein..aadat thi mujhe apni har shaam tumhare naam karne ki par dekho na ab kya shaam aur kya subah hum to apni saansein aur wajood tak aapke naam karne ko taiyaaar baithe hain par ye kambakht waqt hamara saath nahi de rahi…dekh rahe ho na tum rooth kar humse gaye kya idhar to waqt bhi rooth kar humse bhaag raha hai..hume kuch nahi chahiye siwa ek cheez ke, \” ek vaada kar do na agle saat janamon tak meri nazar ke samne rehne ki aur tumhari zulfon ki mehek mein lajhne ki aur kho jaane ki….\” vaada saath dene ka jab nahi nibhaa paaye to kaun si museebat aa jayegi ek aur jhootha vaada karne pe..hum intezaar karenge tumhari aur tum intezaar karna jashn manane ki jab meri umeed mera saath choddd degi aur hum toot jayenge barbaad to kab ke ho chuke the..
Tanha Safar..
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