veerana safar..

kaafi lamba safar hai ye dard ka jo pata nahi kab tak ehsaas dilayega ki ab hamare paas dil nahi hai..i alwaz wonderd dat wat is dis that ppl say \”she took my heart n sleep\” i used to stare them lik anythng n wud say \”iska game over\” but nw when i m in dat very shoes i feel pity.kuch hai yaad tumhe??? i do remember how childishly at tyms u behaved n dat childishness made me ur \”boyfrn-papaa\”.nthng else i wud have asked from ur god uncle.half a decade ago u sailed thru my thots 24*7 n i had nthng else to take notice of.dat was a new world wd 2 ppl as the population.it was 2nd aug my bday dat year when i ignored all d calls at nyt jus to hear u wish me on my day but u dint realized dat it was my bday n next afternoon i told u at 3pm abt that but u mus have thot \”why dis stupid guy is expecting me to wish him as we hardly know each other,infact jus one meeting we had wd our frnds n after dat meeting i was commited to myself to make u mine.those songs cd n a simple letter i gave u on 4th aug really was sumthng i imeersed myself into..nahi jaanta tha ki agar tumne saath nahi diya mera to kya hoga??? i was terrified of even seeing myself into dat state were u were not to be seen anywere in d vicinity.\”jeene ko to bahut wajah thi par tum un sab mein sabse khaas wajah thi\”..lyf never stops in someone\’s absence but as they say \”waqt tham sa jaata hai aur saansein lene ko dil nahi chahta\”, dis is nt utter crap.i alwaz felt dat facts or thngs whch r nt visible is made by we human only to keep on lying to ourself n i strongly stood raising my hands to very much practical scenario. moments crept inside my arena also when i had to believe that lov/immortality are not mere good luking words used by millions of rushdie\’s to sit on d top of literature carnivals,they r much more penetrating n stabbing than other visible stuffs.i miss u today n ur god uncle knows ki tum mere kya ho?? aasra ho hamare chain-o-sukoon ka.badi badi baaatein to koi bhi karta hai par chhoti si wafa log nahi kar paate hain, ye tum jaante ho ki maine tumhara kya bigada ya kya aabad kiya.