now i realize that god wud have reduced the burden of this planet earth by not putting me in the scene. as people say that we are here for somethng great and everyone has a special hidden quality in them which they jus need to look at and enchance themself according to that. all this is worthless wateva i have done. when i look below the sky i can see billions of people running and walking foe something for someone but neither i cud possess anythng and anyone. they are all somehow connected to each other and they help to overcome the tough tasks. i cud nly see myself running towards a horizon which as i approach towards seems to come close but i am not able to get to the horizon. whole these years i have been running after stuffs which were like smoke in the atmosphere which as gets to other spheres a bit high n high mingles wd d light and disappears widot knowing wat wud be the call of the life??
the most stabbing thing is that i cud not make heads turn towards me and here is were thngs get gloomy for me. neither i ever made parents proud wd their heads high on collar nor did i kept lil importance in the lives of all my near and dear ones. why should i live when ppl know i m worthless and no one can get better than me when it comes to loosing d momentum.
its over for me now. thr is nothng left for me anywere and as d people are approaching for d weekend celebration my legs are moving towards the dark and gloomy galaxy which as they say is one way. i wish i cud make my parents proud, i wish i cud make my love be thr by my side till death do us apart and i wish it wud not have been me were i am rather someone shud have been here who ought to give away reasons to all for cerlebrating life.
in dis small blogging site i can say that i have suceeded in sharing my each phase of life wd the strangers once who claimed to be close to my world.
u all know wat I cudnt make someone shed tears for me, I cudnt hold someone to be thr by my side, I cudnt make anyone miss my presence, I cudnt make sumone smile wd rolling tears. Not a single eye I cud turn red wid my absence. I cudnt make a soul feel lonely widot me. not even i cud make sumone dream of me and wish for me wid the shooting stars..
Atlast I never ever cud hate someone to give me a reason to walk out of their life.
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