I wonder u have all the time to read my useless dialogues? You cudnt get me right, my desperation is no way less than those days, i still think of u whole night and yesterday night my fingers were crossed while u analyzed what all changes this guy has been through…
I dont unstand y me??? My heart knows what all i have been thru, i couldnt overcome the period from 29th july 2007- August 2010, i want u to compare my mails which i sent u before our parting ways and what i have sent u after that so that u can rectify ur mistakes that has Abhi really changed?? I have alwaz learnt to change for good and d day u entered my life i had to get over few unethical stuffs for good and the nly good in my case was (mind u; “was”) dat kiddo and i still tag ur presence in my life as d only good thing for which i could go to any extent when it comes to compromise.. You dont have trust in me but my life is the same in the sense that back then also i was my own world and dint bothered and stilll the scene is same..You asking me about the rapid changes u mentioned above but nothing has changed except ur love for me…Still i argue like kids asking u to come to balcony (aur main kehta tha ki hum rukenge nahi chalte jayenge and u would say kutta tum aao hi mat)
You said why i want to see u inspite of m getting screwed and the fact that nothing good is in the stock for me and us but agar main shaadi nahi kar raha hota to bhi yahi same version rehta tumhara??? If u remember then once i told u that till my lungs could breath and hearts cud beat i wont loose hope as they say that true love revolves around u only waiting for the niche moment and zoooommmm it will penetrate into ur heart…..
Kaash shaadi karne se insaan bhool pata ki pyaaar kuch nahi bus ek kahaani thi par knw what; till last words my quivering lips would speak i wont let there be dark and hopeless..
“Hum nahi waqt badla hai..aaj tum kolkata mein ho ye wahan se bata rahe ho aur ek din tha jab hamare saath ke baigair naa kolkata naaa bangalore naaa lunch karne jaate the…tumhare har kadam pe har mod pe tumhare naaa chahte hue bhi tumhe thaamne ke liye baichain rehta tha..i know it doesnt make any sense to u par kuch cheezein badal kar bhi aur door ho kar bhi kahin naa kahin umeed…shit!!!! sorry…let it be incomplete na else it has Brought me on the brink of “GAME-OVER”
BusEkMusafir 