BusEkMusafir

yaadein..

its been a long evening each day,everyday
since u overlooked my presence…
in small chunks i have been paying for ur absence..
i recall those promises and moments which u assured were immortal for sure..
winds,sunshine,spring have long long back started skipping my existence;
dis surely is my new world,a new world widot a breathing soul,widot a definin…

i hate love..

“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn\’t it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life…You give them a piece of you. They didn\’t ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn\’t your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like \’maybe we should be just friends\’ turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It\’s a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.”

dont go away…

the day you left me

there was a feeling I have never shown

The day you told me

there were the words that I have never known

And now it\’s over

So what\’s left that I should ever feel

cause since the day you left me I have been so alone

And now we\’re left with BROKEN PROMISES

my heart can\’t take no more

and now we\’re left with BROKEN PROMISES

my mind has had enough

Deep inside me

there are things that I have never told

they burn inside me

and now I need to know

Why are you trying to take everything away from me

well I\’m begging you

I\’m here with nothing left to show

cause since the day you left me I have been so alone

And now we\’re left with BROKEN PROMISES

my heart can\’t take no more

And now we\’re left with BROKEN PROMISES

my mind has had enough

Look at how you turned on me

You ran away and left me here with nothing to say

I\’m a man so turn around and say it to me

Don\’t you think I\’ve got something to say

Look at how you turned on me

You ran away and left me here with nothing to say

I\’m a man so turn around and say it to me

Don\’t you think I\’ve got something to say

Now look at how you turned on me

You ran away and left me here with nothing to say

I\’m a man so turn around and say it to me

Don\’t you think I\’ve got something to say

And now we\’re left with BROKEN PROMISES

my heart can\’t take no more

and now we\’re left with BROKEN PROMISES

my mind has had enough

and now we\’re left with BROKEN PROMISES

my heart can\’t take no more

and now we\’re left with BROKEN PROMISES

my mind has had enough

why did u promised???

You told me you loved me

I told you I loved you too

You said together we\’d always be

I said I would be true

You promised you would hold me

You promised you\’d be there

I promised I\’d cross the stormy sea

To give you my loving care

But you never kept your promise

You aren\’t the way you used to be

You just gave up on us

And you just gave up on me

You said let\’s take a break

You said let\’s just be friends

But please for my sake

Just say the truth, cause it\’s the end

You promised every day

That you would be there

You molded my heart like clay

Into the shape of a broken chair

You promised to me

That we\’d always have our love

You said to me

I was all you could think of

But, now, your walking away

Saying \”let\’s just be friends\”

Now, you made my heart break

That\’s your way of saying it\’s the end

Why did you make a promise you couldn\’t keep

Why did you make a promise you wouldn\’t live up to

Why did you make a promise that was so cheap

why did you make a promise to this broken hearted fool

Why did you promise we\’d be together

Why did you say you dreamed of me in your sleep

why did you promise to love me forever

Why did you make a promise you could not keep?

wats tomoro widot u

My belt loosens slowly.

Reminders of you stay fresh

in murky ponds of suffocating tadpoles.

Wake me in the morning,

when the sun shines again.

It\’s frightening when all I know

falls apart.

And all I know is you.

Hunger squeezes me tighter.

My soul sags with exhaustion.

Ashtrays fill with sleepless nights.

Weeping intensifies my anxiety.

Can tomorrow come without you…

here today?

The cheap chandelier falls on my face.

The rose filled lamp explodes in my hands.

Pain is unrecognizable.

All I knew was you.

You.

My love.

BY A BROKEN HEART

hameshaa….

Hum Hase to hasaaa

Haule se tera saaara jahan

Tu agar hai yahaan

To hai yeh aangan bhi gulistaan

Saaya tere hum sabi

Rahe hil mein ab teri har baat bhi

Hamesha & forever

Jab tak saanson ka saath hai

Hamesha & forever

Jab tak taaron ki raaat hai

Hamesha & forever

Tab tak teri hi baat hai

Hamesha & forever

Dil mein tu

Pyaar mein dena paaya utna tujhe

Jitna tera haq tha

Thi yeh khata par hoti gayi

Mera Kahan mujhpe bas tha

Aanson tere ban jaaye mere

Kaise banu teri ab dawaa

Hamesha & forever

Jab tak saanson ka saath hai

Hamesha & forever

Jab tak taaron ki raat hai

Hamesha & forevertab tak teri hi baat hai

Hamesha & forever

Dil mein tu

Yaadon mein itna rakhna

Ke naa ho fasle

Rehna lagke tum gale

Batlaa dongi main raasta

Jab honge raaste mein musjhkilein

Akhiyon se keh do rooye na

In aankhon mein bas

Khushiyaan hi kahile

Hamesha & forever

Jab tak saanson ka saath hai

Hamesha & forever

Jab tak taaron ki raaat hai

Hamesha & forever

Tab tak teri hi baat hai

Hamesha & forever

Dil mein tu

Hamesha & forever

Jab tak saanson ka saath hai

Hamesha & forever

Jab tak taaron ki raaat hai

Hamesha & forever

Tab tak teri hi baat hai

Hamesha & forever

Dil mein tu…